<img src="http://fc03.deviantart.com/fs17/f/2007/136/9/e/Journal__trades_by_tickticcan.jpg"> REQUESTS:Open. Current requests (you're welcome to draw back ): -werewolf character [link] -characters Kael and Piva (refs recieved via note). -character [link] -character [link]
TRADES:Open. Current trades: -A new ID. -character [link] Pale, short, beauty mark piercing on left, pawprint on each breast/hip, septum/nipple piercings)--SKETCHED.
CONTESTS: [link] -colouring contest- [link] -Create a breed -nothing yet. -Create a character -drawn, uploading.
Stuff owed to me: Trades: -any of my characters.
Commissions: -sketches/Vasska and Ea bookmark/Contest prize. -Leeu/Lowe sheet. -Emily and Ente sketch.
I'm full of feelings of anger and bitterness and resentment and I know I should be focusing on the positive aspects (and there really are so many) but Allison and ~grenkappa and my friends in Boston are all so upset/far away themselves it upsets me as a result. And I miss my friends from Boston but I feel like my friends from home hate hearing about them. I know that's one of the reasons Michael and I are no longer friends. I also miss being in a relationship, even if the most recent of them was practically a one-night stand (if I didn't feel bad enough, now I feel like a fucking whore) as opposed to the first which had to have been a year or even more (which I regret every. single. day. of my life) and I don't care how bad everyone else's are or maybe I'm ignoring the obvious signs all around me.
I also miss being in classes and having lunch with my friends. I constantly feel like I don't see them enough. I constantly feel like the weekend is all I have ever, and I do everything I can to milk it and it's just not the same. I hate skipping Psychology to go to the proper art class, and I hate skipping art to go to second lunch. Having friends at different schools just makes things harder and having friends across the fucking country is nearly impossible. I'm desperate for social interaction. I was spoiled at SMFA: I was constantly surrounded by my friends, every single minute, and I loved it.
I miss eating well without the temptation of bad foods, I miss easily making new friends and I miss forgetting everything and doing crazy, reckless shit. I'm sick of being withdrawn and passive all the fucking time. FUCK IT.
Chicago basically kicks ass. I got to visit the Threadless store [link] and bought [link] and [link] and one that wasn't released on the site! Also saw SAIC and had my portfolio reviewed (whoo).
Ummm...yeah. And I guess I'll reopen requests, but keep in mind that I choose only a few to do and that the more vague you are the easier it is for me (though I also enjoy doing OCs...)
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